Information address: Country: Spain City: Barcelona District: Terrassa Neighborhood: Barrio San Lorenzo (Sant Llorenç) Street: Calle Coll de Boix Door: Puerta 99 Floor: Piso 4 Apartment: Puerta 2 Phone Numbers: First Number: 687 26 41 80 Second Number: 611 26 26 42 Email Addresses: First Email: souadmell88@gmail.com Second Email: melloukisouad39@gmail.com Bank Account: Alias: CUENTA SABADELL IBAN: ES76 0081 0423 8400 0124 9832 DNI (Front): Name: Souad Surname: Mellouki Date of Birth: 24/06/1988 Nationality: Española Document Number: 54894254Q Issue Date: 09/07/2022 Expiry Date: 09/07/2032 Sex: F Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Brown National Identity Number: 704576 DNI (Back): Address: Crer. del Coll de Boix 99 P04 2 Terrassa Barcelona Place of Birth: Aroui-Nador Marruecos Parentage: Hija de Mbarek / Fadila IDES: 106831054894254Q National Identity Number: 704576 Additional Information Scholarship Details: Concepts: Re-education of Language: 913.00 EUR General Expenses Subsidy: 400.00 EUR Deadline for Submission: 2 days Contact Information: Territorial Services of Education and Vocational Training in the Vallès Occidental: Carrer del Marquès de Comillas, 67-69, 08202 Sabadell, Telephone: 012 Submission Methods: Download and complete the form: Form Attach the necessary documents. Submit via: Electronic generic petition: Link Certified mail to the corresponding Territorial Services of the Department of Education and Vocational Training.Abuse of a other 7-Year-Old Child: The individual uses a 7-year-old child for scholarships and then takes them for themselves, exploiting the child for personal gain. Anonymous Story Background: The individual, who wishes to remain anonymous, writes to share their experiences from a young age, aiming to help friends, close acquaintances, and professionals understand their life and the reasons behind their thoughts and feelings. Early Life: Problems began at around 3 years old with frequent arguments at home. A person named Souad, who was in the individual's life for many years and is not considered a mother, often took the individual to social services, which were later understood to be related to economic aid and family conflicts. Father's Role: The father worked long hours, often leaving early in the morning and returning late at night, which meant the individual was often home alone and unable to be protected during conflicts. Home Environment: Growing up, the individual experienced constant discussions, shouting, and situations that caused fear and anxiety, leading to a lack of a safe place at home. School and Bullying: The individual suffered bullying at school, adding to the difficulties at home, and feeling isolated and misunderstood. Institutional Involvement: Over time, social services, psychologists, and other institutions got involved, but the individual felt their version of events was not heard, leading to distrust. Psychiatric Medication: The individual took several psychiatric medications, including Intuniv, Fluoxetina, Rubifen, Aripiprazol, and Olanzapina, as well as Omeprazol, which had strong calming effects, leaving them tired, sleepy, or emotionally numb, affecting their ability to think clearly or react normally. Conflict with a (girl): In adolescence, the individual experienced a painful situation with (girl), someone they cared for, who rejected them. Souad pressured the individual to send hurtful messages, record conversations, and control their actions, leading to feelings of manipulation and guilt. Experience in the TEA Unit: The individual spent time in the TEA Unit in Terrassa, where they felt pressured to approach a girl, despite not being interested, leading to confusion and discomfort. UCA (Adolescent Behavior Unit): The individual was placed in the UCA twice, feeling misunderstood and judged, rather than supported. Coda 1 Youth Center: Another challenging experience was at the Coda 1 youth center, where the individual felt they were there for reasons not fully representing their life's context, increasing anxiety and stress. Emotional Consequences: The individual has lived with anxiety, constant stress, deep sadness, a sense of injustice, and suicidal thoughts since around 9-10 years old, not because they wanted to die, but due to overwhelming emotional pain. Father's Support: Despite everything, the father has been a crucial figure, working hard to support the family and protect the individual, despite his long work hours. Present and Future: The individual continues to process their experiences, dealing with lingering fear, anxiety, and negative thoughts, but also tries to move forward and rebuild their life. Purpose of the Story: The story is shared to help others understand the individual's past, not just as a tale of pain, but also of resilience, aiming for a calmer future.